Aprendiz

Time
Lack of time
Time that I didn't know how to use
I'm looking for the absurd
The most incoherent
At the time that doesn't turn back

Days
Days go by
Days full of anxiety
I carry a dormant wound
Screaming in silence
It's wanting to wake up
I'm looking for myself

Inside me, where I hide
I want to learn from this scar
And I start from scratch like an apprentice

How much
You know how much
How much it costs to define
I was building without ego
With worker's hands
Shelters where to resist

Today I want to rebuild
Start doing everything again
I gather ideas that are my drive
And some skill of self-builder

I can laugh at myself
Sing to the pain, cry out of fear
I have arguments, I have a reason
With a problem in every solution

Going
I'm always going
Always going somewhere
To jump another border
Kicking barriers
To see if I can find myself