Tengo Que Pensar

It's been a while since I slept thinking about the same thing
That time has passed and I want to be myself again
That, even though my past might not have been the best
There are things I miss
Even if I say I don't

You'll see when I come to a halt
Addicted to this job since I was a kid
I don't even have my vices left
And for love, I don't even have the time
I've kept on remembering
Why I started this
And I already knew anxiety before I got into this
Only at home will they understand
What the rest don't get

I was the stone in this wall and I've lost my center
Years went by and they threw me into the sea
And down at the bottom, even if you can't shine
The times will change me
I'll find my center again

I have to think
If where I am is where I wanted to be
Sometimes I doubt if I'm doing it right or wrong
I never ruled out not coming back

God, please give me peace
It's been almost a year since I found it
I swear I'm going to get the time back
What my eyes see
Tomorrow will be gone

I know there's no space to see you
That time doesn't stop
And you always have to work
No, there's no room for vices
Don't keep saying the same thing
I don't know if I can change

I've kept on remembering
Who I started this with
Who’s still here, who will stay
When this is over
Only my brother will understand
What the rest don't get

And it's true that glory only lasts a while
There are people passing through, none will stay
I'll go back home and everything will stay the same
The flowers have dried up
As expected

I have to think
If where I am is where I wanted to be
Sometimes I doubt if I'm doing it right or wrong
I never ruled out not coming back

God, please give me peace
It's been almost a year since I found it
I swear I'm going to get the time back
What my eyes see
Tomorrow will be gone