TRAUMAS E INDICA

Yeah, yeah

I hit the party for no reason and celebrate that I'm alive even though you're not here anymore
Bae, I bleed for you when I write, my chest is empty and my soul's been shot

I smile fake and they can tell, everyone knows I'm vibing all messed up
They ask about us and I play dumb, saying we parked the relationship
If I end up at a party with someone else, my mind imagines it's you and I like it more, yeah
I'll miss you for life, but I'll learn to live with bipolarity, yeah

I'm going on a trip like Jory, but even if I come back soon, she won't wait, she's bold and desperate
You were the one, yeah, there were no others, and now I gotta learn to live life without you
And I used to take you and your friends to score some weed and pills
You're worse than me, that's why I thought you were the one, we shared traumas and Indica

You were my sickness and my medicine, with you I didn't want to mess it up or say anything
And now that we're not together, the world feels like it's crashing down, yeah

I smile fake and they can tell, everyone knows I'm vibing all messed up
They ask about us and I play dumb, saying we parked the relationship
If I end up at a party with someone else, my mind imagines it's you and I like it more, yeah
I'll miss you for life, but I'll learn to live with bipolarity, yeah

I'm going crazy, now I'm really going crazy, driving full speed with instability as my co-pilot
Any ass feels like nothing, I miss your lips and your coconut shampoo
Baby, at this point I've even lost friends, I let go of the fear that it won't work again
I don't know how much later I understood it, but I got it

I hit the party for no reason and celebrate that I'm alive even though you're not here anymore
Bae, I bleed for you when I write, my chest is empty and my soul's been shot

I smile fake and they can tell, everyone knows I'm vibing all messed up
They ask about us and I play dumb, saying we parked the relationship
If I end up at a party with someone else, my mind imagines it's you and I like it more, yeah
I'll miss you for life, but I'll learn to live with bipolarity, yeah

I smile fake and they can tell, everyone knows I'm vibing all messed up
They ask about us and I play dumb, saying we parked the relationship
If I end up at a party with someone else, my mind imagines it's you and I like it more, yeah
I'll miss you for life, but I'll learn to live with bipolarity