Jamás

If you ask me about you, I swear that sometimes I lie
To hide what I feel, since I suffered enough
No one should know that my soul is hanging by a thread
That I am more dead than alive, like a sore on the skin
If they ask me about you, I feel a rock in my chest
And the heart in the mouth, beating to get out
If they ask me about you, I say that I don't love you anymore
I don't even believe it myself, even if you hear me laugh
You will never, ever find out if I stop loving you
You will never know if I am dying of thirst
For not being by your side, never, never, never
You will never get it, this time you won't be able to
You won't know if I still carry you in my soul
Or I tore you from my skin

If you ask me about you, I remember
Then my legs shake and I don't know what to say anymore
If they ask me about you, I prefer to change the subject
Because I'm dying to feel sad that you're not with me