Blur

Mm, something in the mirror
Caught in the broken mask's expression
Is it something I've lost or
A better me I never had from the start

Pretending to be okay, hiding it all
That gossip makes it seem like that's all I am
Trapped in this vague color
What was I even for?

It's all a blur
My words aren't free
Even if it hurts, my heart turns away
Everything feels so strange
I don't recognize you
It's all a blur
Burning hotter, shattered
Even if it's all a mirage, I run
Everything's fading away
I don't recognize you
It's all a blur

The path I believed in countless times
Is just a maze
Now I'm wondering, wondering
In the place I ran to breathlessly
Lost in a dream that needs to shine again

Like you wrote my day however you wanted
My truth feels like it doesn't matter to anyone
Broken and painfully pieced together
What was I even for?

It's all a blur
My words aren't free
Even if it hurts, my heart turns away
Everything feels so strange
I don't recognize you
It's all a blur
Burning hotter, shattered
Even if it's all a mirage, I run
Everything's fading away
I don't recognize you

It's all a blur
It's all a blur
I can't even sleep

I want it clear, just me
Outside your interest, it's even brighter
Now I see again
Follow my dreams
See me for who I really am

It's just a blur
Now see me for who I really am.