En-Bruto

Spent the day scheming like a damn fool
A thousand questions with no answers, I can't stop questioning
Dreaming a nightmare I can't wake up from
Who the hell is gonna bring my dad back?
We couldn't say goodbye, you left without coming back
I gotta pull myself together, but I don't even know where to start
I don't want anyone talking to me, not a word to cross
Some days I can't find the strength to fight

You left way too early from this earthly plane
Suicidal thoughts that I try to avoid thinking
The sadness on my face is hard to hide
You wouldn't want me to give up, I can't let you down
The pressure's on me like the Cup in Qatar
I got this, I became the man of the house
Now I have a pup that I gotta raise
Relatives calling just to check in
The energy doesn't lie, you feel it when it's real

Pass me another Ambien so I can catch some sleep
Floating in my own depression, I might drown
The pain has me trapped like a prosecutor
Dude, it’s fucked up, we couldn't even say goodbye
I'm gonna take care of Destiny and my mom with my life
The devil's a bastard, he wants to take my peace
In my intimacy with God, I know I have to surrender
But I'm still caught up in the mundane, thinking about my well-being
In paradise, your soul must be resting
Resting with the Heavenly Father

My heart tears apart when I see my mom cry
Broken, sometimes I think she’ll never heal
Life, unfortunately, has no manual
And sooner or later, everything comes to an end
So many questions left unanswered
We had to identify your body at the coroner's
The cause of your death they haven't been able to figure out
The system's broken, everyone wants to clean their hands

Why do the good ones leave before the bad?
Why couldn't we give each other one last hug?
Sometimes we had our clashes
From you, I never got a no, nor a rejection

The moments of joy are scarce
We stay united, but we're falling apart
I gotta be strong, but alone, like a structure, I collapse
The moments of joy are scarce
We stay united, but we're falling apart
I gotta be strong, but alone, like a structure, I collapse

There are many things I think about but never say
These days the circle's tighter, I'm selective
Scars from betrayals have my heart cold
I'm where I am because I’ve busted my ass
These bastards cling on because I’m the benefit
These hoes wanna fuck, that’s part of the game
Supposed brothers turned their backs when I was down

Since they killed my dad, my soul's been possessed
The old man watches my back from the beyond
Everyone's envious, they wanna be where I am
The 19's loaded in case they wanna mess with me
I’m hustling for my family's well-being
No one’s gonna put food in my daughters' mouths
Seeing me with all this bling fills them with envy
And I keep increasing the numbers in my account

Is fame changing me?
And why would I deny it? If fame is changing me
I don't know if it's the jewelry or what the hell they're looking at

Warrior, warrior, warrior
And why would I deny it? If fame is changing me
EBM, bitch
Tell me: KAR, KAR
KEVVO
KEVVO, KEVVO, KEVVO, KEVVO