Lemon

If it were a dream, how good would it have been
Even now, I dream of you
Like going back to retrieve forgotten things
I brush off the dust of old memories

You taught me that there is happiness that won't return
The dark past I hid without saying
Will forever remain dark without you
I know there won't be any more pain than this

Even the sadness of that day
Even the pain of that day
With you, who loved all of it
It remains in my heart, never to leave
The bitter smell of lemons
I can't go back until the rain stops
Even now, you are my light

I traced your back in the darkness
I remember the outline in my life
Every time I encounter something I can't accept
The only thing that overflows is tears

What were you doing, what were you looking at
With a profile I didn't know

If somewhere you are now, feeling the same
Lost in tears and loneliness
Please, forget about me
I wish from the bottom of my heart
Even now, you are my light

More than I thought
To the you I loved
Since then, as I wanted
I can't breathe
Even though you were so close
It feels like a lie
I can't forget
That's the only thing I'm sure of

Even the sadness of that day
Even the pain of that day
With you, who loved all of it
It remains in my heart, never to leave
The bitter smell of lemons
I can't go back until the rain stops
Like one half of a divided fruit
Even now, you are my light