Kntpuoli

When I changed my scenery, life showed me its bad side
Had a lot of worries, no friends, and my dad died
But now that I think about it, I’m glad I was so young
That the conditions for survival weren’t too many drinks
The mold of a good life shattered like glass
But I endured, even though I knew what was lost can’t be regained
And I tried to get back to myself, to live well
But the fact was that it left a deep mark on my heart
And for a couple of years after that, I wasn’t myself
But a lot of confusion, hate, and pain walked with me
There were many reasons, at least that’s how I interpret it
But back then, life wouldn’t even let me kiss it under the mistletoe
The dot on the i was when trouble came
I realized over the years I had changed into someone else
I’ve done a lot of pointless things I’m not proud of
Some of them meaningless, some like a stab in my side
Still, I didn’t decide to spit on myself
But I took the reins, and that was the turning point in my life
I don’t know how I would’ve ended up here otherwise
And so, at least a lot of good has come from me
And when I lay my head on the pillow, a smile creeps on my face
I think of many things that didn’t go wrong
I can be healthy even though a lot of my blood spilled on the road
And I’m happy that it’s still not my time to lie next to the grave

Sometimes life kicks you, but you can’t go into shock
And even though it’s tough, you learn from mistakes
You learn to keep your head up, eyes towards the sky
And even if everything doesn’t always work out, you gotta give your best
Sometimes life kicks you, almost into shock
And even though it’s tough, you learn from mistakes
But take that lesson too, it’s pointless to repeat mistakes
And you can get through anything, even if it feels like you can’t at first

I remember when I didn’t know what was right and what was wrong
Back then, I was just a kid trying to find my way in life
Sometimes the crew had to run, sometimes we turned from the store
Too often we had to run away from the sirens’ sound
We never made choices, our actions were thoughtless
A lot of experiences came.