Aunque Sea Un Momento

I want to walk with the lights off
Without feeling like I have to pretend how I am
I want to walk barefoot around the house
And cry the pain there in my room

Ignoring calls from those who save me
It's not that they don't relieve all this pain
Silence is just what is sometimes missing
I want to be with myself today

Let me stay alone
Let life slam the door on my chest
And let everything I cared for so long
Shatter into pieces
Let me cry the pain and feel alive
When I have finally died
I will only enjoy the top if I lived at the bottom
Even if it's just a moment
Even if it's just a moment

I chose my clothes without thinking of anyone
This old shirt that stretched so much
And I go from the couch to the bed without showering
Today I put my guilt out in the sun

I left a note on the window
I put it closed for deconstruction
And even though I know everything will change tomorrow
I want to be with myself today

Let me stay alone
Let life slam the door on my chest
And let everything I cared for so long
Shatter into pieces
Let me cry the pain and feel alive
When I have finally died
I will only enjoy the top if I lived at the bottom
Even if it's just a moment
Even if it's just a moment

Today I want to have the tear lit
Let the wound pass through my life
Stop taking care of me, stop cleaning me
Let me fall because today I want to lose

Let me stay alone
Let life slam the door on my chest
And let everything I cared for so long
Shatter into pieces
Let me cry the pain and feel alive
When I have finally died
I will only enjoy the top if I lived at the bottom
Even if it's just a moment
Even if it's just a moment

Let me cry the pain
Let me feel alive