Goodbye Nostalgia

Yesterday
What seems real to me
Is different from anyone else
I was pretending

Loneliness
Rather than sharing
I was locking away as if to give up
Until that day

The slight throbbing of Emerald
I pondered on its meaning

If that's what you see in me
Then I'm not alone anymore
Breaking through the veil of despair
I will understand the meaning of hope

Heavenly
The terribly noisy days
Spent with old friends
Felt like you
The dazzling brilliance of Emerald
No matter what lies ahead

Fighting with all my might
There's no escaping it all
To that miserable me
I won't return

I'll protect you
Until the end
Because important people
Are waiting for our return

I'll listen to your lame jokes
And laugh at the nonsense
I think it's typical of me
To live like this