两难 (liang nan)
加木(Jia Mu)
Dilemma
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you look forward to it coming slowly, slowly
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all?
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
Among my peers, I'm not brave, perhaps the most timid one
I fear that love will take my life
I hide my gaze and impulses, I ignore the pounding of my heart, and I don't trust it, so I choose to escape
Sometimes I fear losing
Sometimes I fear being desired
Sometimes I burst out with sudden anger
When the source of hatred clearly lies in myself
I clearly know everything, a thousand words on the tip of my tongue
Hesitating, distracted, unaware of my guilt
A lifetime of hesitated promises I cannot fulfill
Absurd memories slowly shatter into fragments
The dark night is lit by fire
The song of joy and sorrow is sung by me
I'm unwilling to leave love in my grave as a final will
If time rewound, it would be too late to ask myself one last time
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
Punish me, let me bear the weight I cannot bear
Even the indifferent responses turn into meaningless pain
Shallow, uncertain steps have never been so heavy
I don't care, I've given everything, pain no longer matters
Leave a farewell to tell myself: They no longer live in memories, stop lying to yourself
All imagined, forced, unfathomable depths
They're not worth pity
Completely, utterly
Want to go or want to stay?
Turn left or turn right?
Make up excuses
Questioning and praying again
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
Who are you really waiting for?
No one's heart surges with waves inside
Do you expect it will come slowly, slowly?
Slowly giving everything away, ending it all
