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I want
That my friends, without getting offended
Leave me alone
Because I'm ashamed
To cry with them about my sufferings
Although I appreciate
That they care about my pain
I think it's better
To suffer alone
My cruel torment
Must come from heaven
From the infinite beyond
The day I need
To be cheered up and comforted
I want all
The sorrows that were left to me
To be erased
It was the one I adored
And yet betrayed me

Letters, old pictures
That make my loneliness sadder
Because they bring back memories
Of happy hours that won't return
Through my mind
Pass their oaths, their falsehoods
That for me were always
Truths but
Today are betrayals

Through my mind
Pass their oaths, their falsehoods
That for me were always
Truths but
Today are betrayals
I want my friends
Without getting offended
To leave me alone