A Droga do Amor

Basically, loving is a dangerous drug that soon gets you hooked
You know the pain of seeing someone you loved suddenly turn into a stranger
Everything's a trigger, a park, a bench, my room, a spot where we hooked up
Everything's a trigger, people passing by with the scent you used to wear

The last time I saw you
I still love you like I did at the start
Only the longing keeps growing
And I'm turning back into a hollow man

It's become a habit to look out the window
Thinking of you while brewing coffee
Now I light a cigarette too
Since you’re not here to nag me about it

I feel like I'm wasting my time since the moment I stopped hearing your voice
I feel like I'm wasting my time waking up with no messages on my phone
After everything, I avoid places, I don’t even eat at that restaurant anymore
Sometimes I cry like a kid and I think what a humiliating situation

I gave myself completely
Here I am, full of fears
So many traumas and doubts
From my side, I confess
That I'm still here

Everything happened without any signs
But you still have my Spotify playlist

It's the drug of love

Love is a drug that fuels peace
In the wrong dose, it’s the grave of a man who loved too much

I acted in self-defense
When I killed that feeling
I gave you love, you gave me scraps
And now we pretend we don’t know each other

Worse than everything reminds me of you
I swear, I try to forget, but it just makes me remember
That if what wasn’t meant to be, wasn’t meant to be!
I know it took me a while to accept!

That I wouldn’t hear you say you love me anymore
That our TV would never watch us again
I’m going to miss you soaking my bed
I tore our photos by hand

I blocked you so I wouldn’t stalk you
No matter how much I pretend to feel nothing
I don’t feel, in quotes
My therapist told me that this is

The drug of love