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It wasn't dawn yet
And I felt like it was already day
The moon that didn't show up
And the forecast said so

I noticed something possessed me
My body full of energy
I thought I would find
That peace I wanted so much

But the wires were crossing
I was almost disoriented
It was 3 in the morning
And the birds were already singing

In the middle of the night
When no car passed by
When time stood still
There I was (there I was)

I started fighting with my pillow
The silence woke me up
As if it itself was deafening
When no one had said anything

I felt like the clock wasn't moving
That sleep wasn't cooperating
The anxiety taking over
And I couldn't take it anymore

I think a light bulb went off in me
I tried to calm down a bit
But my soul made a fuss
Trembling like an earthquake

In the middle of the chaos
I left the pilot's seat
I started to think I had gone crazy

I tried to control my voltage
To just relax
Seeking calm within that journey
That made me come undone

I stopped checking messages
That distracted me for a moment
And when I was entering the phase
I heard a phrase

I thought it was coming from my mind
But it was a different voice
That made me unable to think
Or calm down, let alone move
Maybe my rebellious spirit wants to come out as almost always
And it's telling me it's time to jump
To jump, to jump

I felt calm
On the outside, my soul was screaming inside
If I have a guardian angel
To watch my back

I felt calm
On the outside, my soul was screaming inside
If I have a guardian angel
To watch my back

To watch my back
To watch my back

Maybe my rebellious spirit wants to come out as almost always
And it's telling me it's time to jump