Una Luz

Once again I'm feeling crazy, got my mind on fire
I don't know what's going on but it's hitting me hard
My mind's racing, I can't even feel the pain
My mom's still crying but I'm still being a jerk

Mark down the score when I don't make it home
I know the drugs are bad news when I burn your stash
Locked up in this room blaming God for it all
Maybe I haven't changed but I like my mansion

Where strange things live, voices and laughter
The shadows follow me wherever I go
The pipe that I smoke tells me to get out
Here I am with my chaos, burning my bad weed

A light, to heal my soul
I feel lost in this emptiness that never heals
Today I ask for forgiveness, from my holy mother
I know I'm still traveling, I find my soul lost and unhealed

A light, to heal my soul
I feel lost in this emptiness that never heals
Today I ask for forgiveness, from my holy mother
I know I'm still traveling, I find my soul lost and unhealed

Your memory hurts me again in my mother's house
If you only knew I've tried to leave all this chaos
I get really wild but the truth is it doesn't know
That inside I feel like my life isn't worth much anymore

I'm out on the curb while no one comes out
Sometimes I cry but no one knows
My life is crazy, with whores and chaos
A pipe of crack so I won't get called out

I just keep getting wild on the plane
If I die one day, honestly I don't know
Mom, Dad, please don't cry for me
I just hope God forgives me

I just keep getting wild on the plane
If I die one day, honestly I don't know
Mom, Dad, please don't cry for me
I just hope God forgives me

A light, to heal my soul
I feel lost in this emptiness that never heals
Today I ask for forgiveness, from my holy mother
I know I'm still traveling, I find my soul lost and unhealed

A light, to heal my soul
I feel lost in this emptiness that never heals
Today I ask for forgiveness, from my holy mother
I know I'm still traveling, I find my soul lost and unhealed