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At 15, I started my channel
Had no one to help me out
It was tough at first, school was a grind
And all the kids just came to clown me

There was no one
The family I had didn’t even show support
I took my time, never rushed to share
Hit a thousand subs, almost cried

I believe in God
I don’t go to church but I always pray
My armor is my faith
If God protects me, evil won’t come my way

I hide more than you can imagine
But now I’m gonna tell you
What I went through in my life
You were part of it, just don’t start crying

As a kid, I was bullied
A lonely kid, kinda different
Victim of bullying, I lost my drive
That’s how I isolated and locked my mind

What a cruel world, no one understands me
I’ve always been alone
But today it’s not just me, now it’s us

With a lack of self-confidence
A down kid couldn’t find motivation
I was never believed in
A few days later, my world fell apart

It’s always been like this, I showed humility, a brave heart
Wanted to make my mom proud
But didn’t even lift my own spirit

Golden boy, carries the weight of the world
Didn’t believe in himself
But I always believe in every second

I thank you and every fan
Without you, there wouldn’t be a kid
Who hopes for tomorrow

Last year I got into tech school
There, my future was already set
After a year of classes, I gave up
To chase my dream, which was to sing

Never believed in myself
Honestly, I couldn’t believe
At 16, I gave up on family
Friends, and clicked to restart

Never had everything I wanted
I came from the hood, I know how to fight
A kid with a 130 IQ
They call me smart but I don’t brag

I’ve passed three entrance exams
But I preferred to look at the sky
I tell myself I’m not selling my dream
Just to pay rent

Golden boy, carries the weight of the world
Didn’t believe in himself
But I always believe in every second

I thank you and every fan
Without you, there wouldn’t be a kid
Who hopes for tomorrow