Se Me Quiebra La Voz

Hey, I’ve got a thousand words stuck in my chest
But how can you face
The love of your life and tell her you messed up?
This is the last thing I couldn’t
Say to the love of my life because I try to talk to her and only

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she’s okay, praying that she’s better
This is the message that was never sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks
When I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she’s okay, praying that she’s better
This is the message that was never sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks

And I know I’m still stuck wanting to say so many things without knowing how to say them
But it doesn’t matter, I knew you’d understand our role
It was always better through telepathy, our best conversation
Was eyes closed, face to face, no words, and holding hands
We wanted to go so slow to avoid tripping over ourselves

And before saying I love you, the vibe screamed I love you
I don’t regret it, even if it was just a moment
I could die to go back to that eternal second
And that will be a secret that only you will keep
And anyone who dares to dig into my notebook

Because stories change, I’m the living proof
You taught me to be a better person, better friend, better lover
Better listener, better guy, more honorable, more honest, wiser with what I write
Today I give my place to the lady who’s with me, and my close brothers know they’re
Blessed. Today I live a quiet life like I would’ve wanted

But unsatisfied, I wanted it to be with you
My family supports me after seeing my path
I rent an apartment, I’m neither poor nor rich
Damn, I have nothing and I feel blessed but
Unsatisfied, I wanted it to be with you

And it wasn’t with her, I was left wanting to tell her I loved her, that I was really sorry
And I lost my voice more than once, I sent her over a thousand messages
I made over a thousand songs, and I tried to talk to her in more than a thousand ways
And in each one of those times I tried to talk to her, even now, I just

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she’s okay, praying that she’s better
This is the message that was never sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks
When I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she’s okay, praying that she’s better
This is the message that was never sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks
And my voice breaks, my voice breaks, and my voice breaks

Today I repeat to myself and curse the fact that you’re not here
I feel my style is dull, lacking shine, and they talk to me about you
Damn, I look at myself and end up sinking, swimming in shit
I feel like I’m about to explode inside, I need to get out of here
I don’t want any drama, nah, nah
Don’t wait for me, I know you won’t
I’ll be back by 5 AM at the latest
If she doesn’t want me, the alcohol will, ah, ah

Today I feel magnanimous with anonymous spirits
Naming you in memories without chronological order
Typical atypical guy who was magical with you
In a magnetic attraction like two poles
I told her my life, I forgot suddenly, that my life is Hip Hop 24/7
I’d call you my love but I don’t have it, and neither do you
I’d call you baby but you’re 27, I’d call you my muse and
Everyone says you’re art, I’d call you my goddess but religion doesn’t vibe with you
I think it’s better to just say goodbye and that’s it, goodbye, that’s it

With this, I say goodbye to you, I wasn’t ready for it to keep hurting the same way
In the same manner, with the same intensity, for the last time, I just

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she’s okay, praying that she’s better, this is the message that was never sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks