Solo

Alone, alone
Why do I feel so alone? Alone?
When in reality I'm not alone, I'm not alone

Alone, alone
Why feel so alone? Alone?
When in reality I have everything
My darkness is a monster

Been so long without saying what I feel
That my heart devours me from within
Don't even feel like going to concerts
I make music and lie to you

Everyone attentive to a new theme
They don't know that music burns me
Feel pressure, lost the illusion
And another failure that condemns me

They say: Look at all you've achieved
I want you to remember all you've lived
But in my head I only have noise
Outside I don't have any friends left

I'm a sellout
I'm a sellout

Since I sold myself to sadness
I don't know how to finish what I start
Is that my nature

Alone, alone
Why feel so alone? Alone?
When in reality I have everything
My darkness is a monster

It eats me
It kills me
It burns me
It hurts me

Eternal time
Passes slowly, I don't understand it anymore
Why am I not excited
And smiling is so hard

No sparkle in my eyes
No dreams to fulfill

I want to understand myself
Know what you mean
Feel clarity without pills before falling asleep
I don't want to escape, I want to feel
Fall in love again, love myself better

I can't take care of you if I don't take care of myself
I'm at my strongest point
It tells me crying

Putting the pieces of my heart together
If I don't fix myself every night I die
I haven't cared about money for a long time
My mental health hurts

When I turn off the light, regret
I don't have anxiety because I want to
The world burns me

The world rots out there
If I don't put a stop
When the glass is already full

It's like making my own poison
I'm like a puzzle
Missing pieces

Like a dense forest
Where the Sun barely reaches
Like a hurricane

That destroys everything it desires
A wave that breaks without reaching the shore
An empty poetry without rhymes

A passionate kiss so real
That you imagine it
I'm like a heart that beats
And feels the thorns
That scar that hurts on a cold night
Alone, alone
Why do I feel so alone? Alone?
When in reality I'm not alone
I'm not alone