Duck Season Song

If I could be in a game today
I'd hug you again and play so close to you
I still remember those walks, those unfulfilled dreams
I'm scared of losing them, of never having known them
But I'm gonna break free, let go of what's held me back
It hurts just to think, that I'm no longer with you
I've lost myself, I don't feel anymore
Here trapped for eternity

And even though I laugh, when I'm with you
When you leave, it's all darkness
I've done so many things that I regret
Just to be with you, just to be with you
A curse keeps me alive
Bad father, bad son

I think and believe there's still another ending, one that doesn't end so badly
And I'm sure it can be fixed, you'll see
If I had a way, to tell you that I'm here
Nothing would go wrong, tell me if it's true, that you remember me
But I feel like you hate me and it's your mother's fault
Always listening, and I take the chance to watch you
I might be crazy, 'cause I have no one left
I never imagined, that you would forget me

I've lost myself, I don't feel anymore
Here trapped for eternity
And even though I laugh, when I'm with you
When you leave, it's all darkness
I've done so many things that I regret

Just to be with you, just to be with you
A curse keeps me alive
Bad father, bad son

I think and believe there's still another ending, one that doesn't end so badly.