Bad Apple!

As time flows on, the weight just spins around
I can’t see my heart drifting away, I don’t know, right?

Without moving on my own, I keep getting swept away
I don’t know, I’m just me, that’s all there is

Are you dreaming? Not seeing anything? Talking is just a waste of my words
Feeling sad just tires me out, it’d be better to feel nothing at all

Even if I’m given words that confuse me, my heart just looks at the sky
If I could move from here, I’d change everything, I’d turn it black

Is there a future for someone like me? Do I even belong in this world?
Is it painful now? Am I sad now? I don’t even understand myself

Just walking is exhausting, I don’t know anything about others
If I could change, if I could change, I’d turn white

As time flows on, the weight just spins around
I can’t see my heart drifting away, I don’t know, right?

Without moving on my own, I keep getting swept away
I don’t know, I’m just me, that’s all there is

Are you dreaming? Not seeing anything? Talking is just a waste of my words
Feeling sad just tires me out, it’d be better to feel nothing at all

Even if I’m given words that confuse me, my heart just looks at the sky
If I could move from here, I’d change everything, I’d turn it black

Is there a future in this wasted time? Am I really here in this place?
If I want to say something about myself, I’d just call it [good-for-nothing]

Am I really here in this place? Am I really here in this time?
If I could change, if I could change, I’d turn white

Are you dreaming now? Not seeing anything? Talking is just a waste of my words
Feeling sad just tires me out, it’d be better to feel nothing at all

Even if I’m given words that confuse me, my heart just looks at the sky
If I could move from here, I’d change everything, I’d turn it black

If I could move, if I could move, I’d break everything, I’d break everything
If I feel sad, if I feel sad, would my heart turn white?

I still don’t know anything about you, about me, about everything
If I open my eyes to my feelings, if I could break everything, I’d turn black!!!