IDEAL1ZADA

The early morning when I met you
When I got confused
I was so frozen
I felt the shock of seeing you smile
I knew you were meant for me
My drink in hand

I drank, forgot my nerves
I don’t know if the booze let me loose

I want to take a shot and I move closer
You’re standing there
And nothing saves me
From your movements
Your body moving slow
I’ve got you idealized

I can’t promise more than an obsession
I want a relationship and to give you flowers
And even if they say that’s not love
I can’t explain my emotions

I don’t know how long I stared at you
I don’t know if drinking so much was okay

I want to take a shot and I move closer
You’re standing there
And nothing saves me
From your movements
Your body moving slow
I’ve got you idealized

And if I get closer and you’re not what I expected
Just a fantasy I got tangled in
What starts fast ends toxic
Like the chemistry that always hurts me
I brought you the flowers, but I got stuck with the thorns

I want to take a shot and I move closer
You’re standing there
And nothing saves me
From your movements
Your body moving slow
I’ve got you idealized
You’re idealized
You’re idealized