Cavando Mi Tumba

Oh no, it's already started
Guilt screams at me that it's all because of my mistake
And even if I cover my ears
I still hear my afflicted heartbeats
I still haven't been able to escape this
I remain locked within the walls of this thought

It's true, one digs one's own grave
I have to escape from here
I can't live like this anymore
I must leave before it's too late
And collapse next to me
(I don't know, I don't know if I said it right, maybe it was too much)

Now, I remembered
Things don't exist until you decide to believe
And that's how I got infected
With all the bad things I imagined this time
It doesn't feel good to be in here
I hate to think that I was the one who did this to myself

In a dark room with no exit
I have implanted a lie
It's costing me a bit of life
Now I'm searching for my lost mind
Between streets and avenues
Worried that she'll end up hurt

I try to see what's happening around me
Everything is fine, but anxiety generates terror
Not everything I think becomes real
I tell myself so I can calm down
It gets a little frustrating, to be honest
See how an idea sprouts irregularly

And I tied you with cords of evil
Prisoner of a cell I never wanted to be in
That's why I don't want to be controlled anymore
For something that I myself cannot control
What goes through my mind, others don't think about it
I will say it until it is engraved on my skin

True, I must stop overthinking
I have to escape from here
In my mind I can't live
I must leave before it's too late
And collapse next to me

It's true, one digs one's own grave
I have to escape from here
I can't live like this anymore
I must leave before it's too late
And it took hold of me