Perdí El Control

On days like today
I prefer to forget
Nothing good
Happens when remembering

So many situations
Of social anxiety
I'm isolated from everyone
It would be ideal

No, I lost control
There is no solution
Was, I a mistake?
I try to clean myself

The old wounds still with blood
But I can't, I'm such a coward
Save yourself, it's too late for me
Leave me here

There is no happy ending
I'll tear my skin for you
I haven't slept well
It's hard for me to shut up

Bad memories
They kill my peace
I lose my senses
Of reality

I don't know if I exist
I feel artificial
No, I lost control

There is no solution
Was, I a mistake?
Night falls and he wakes up
The part of me that was dead

My mind has become so restless
That puts my body on alert
No, I lost control
There is no solution

Was, I a mistake?
But now that I think about it
All this suffering
It has to serve for something in me

Which is what we carry inside
I haven't figured it out yet
Fear doesn't let me see there
Because I don't want to repeat
How I felt
The day I seek the end
And I convenced
What I felt
In a part of me

There is no happy ending
There is no happy ending
There is no happy ending
I try to clean myself

The old wounds still with blood
But I can't, I'm such a coward
Save yourself, it's too late for me
Leave me here

(There is no happy ending)
There is no happy ending
(There is no happy ending)
I'll tear my skin for you
(There is no happy ending)