En Tiempos de Estío

I’m not sure if I’m saying what I feel
Or if I’m doing right by giving you my all
Failing on the first try
There’s no more chances for the loser

Stumbling on the first step
Trying to regain the time I lost
Wasting so many years in life
Enjoying the little I’ve lived

Time bled out on a table
Savoring the wine that I drank
Without delusions of grandeur
Half of me has gone away

In summer times, I long to live
And I’m freezing to death, in the middle of April

When you can’t give your soul away
To that love, which has offered you so much
The pain turns into a friend
My wounds have stopped bleeding
And my fate was so harsh that
Without pause, I started to lose