Ninguém...

Each day that I go by, I see one more second
I foresee what I do, I review my steps
I remake my path, with a sharper sound
I prevail over scarcity, deepening the bonds
A bond that pierces is a knot, my mind disturbed
I tie what ignites and binds a broken soul
I hate seeing beyond what anyone can see
I long for the endings I foresaw to be silenced
I hate my living mind that only expects the worst part
I fear my clear soul that pierces itself in combat
Battles against the truths I didn’t want to accept
I lose my eyes, but there’s no hope when I wake
Every day I regret what happened
I tried to calm down, but it only enraged me
Every day I remember how much it hurt
My urge to scream slowly grew stronger

I am nobody (I wish I couldn’t see)
I don’t want to be anybody (I just want to forget)
I don’t even feel pain (but who am I trying to fool?)
The world has only one color (the red of my stare)

I need much more (my tears in blood)
I need something else (a distant admission)
I wish I could reach back (red eyes and illusion)
I wish I were the one who acts (meteors fell to the ground)
And on the ground they shatter, corroding my peace
My symbol fades away with its light and ideals
Like Smash, every light, every spark in my chest
Every cross, every lie reveals its own flaw
On blue days the weight affects me
Like Jesus, I rise even more perfected
It’s like Smash, like a flash, it puts a brake on this fever
Don’t forget, don’t suffer, as I watch the series end
My series in this step, like a master who broke himself
It doesn’t wound me—wait for me, Nighteye shines in the rap
Pray that in the final days this gets fixed
So I can leave with a clean soul and free myself from this stress

I am nobody (I wish I couldn’t see)
I don’t want to be anybody (I just want to forget)
I don’t even feel pain (but who am I trying to fool?)
The world has only one color (the red of my stare)

I hurt myself
And it’s not just an illusion
The light brings my despair
And I blame my vision