Ce Que Je Suis

I have, I have every right
I have every right, too
To fail, to falter
Until I measure the price
But what's happening to me.

I laugh through tears, I tear through laughter
But what's happening to me.

I sleep at the edge of my bed
Oh oh oh how I regret
I am not what I am
The walls have ears
The walls talk to me too

Oh oh oh how I hate
I am not what I am
The moon watching over me
The moon is behind me

I have every right
I have every right, too
To mock, to derail
Exhaust all my desires
But what's happening to me

I forget, I drink, I drink to forget
But what's happening to me.

I sleep at the edge of my bed
Oh oh oh how I regret
I am not what I am
The walls have ears
The walls talk to me too.

I have, I have every right
I have every right, too
To lead, to dismiss
Men, at the end of the night

Oh oh oh how I regret
I am not what I am
The walls have ears
The walls talk to me too.

Oh oh oh how I hate
I am not what I am
The moon watching over me
The moon is behind me.

Oh oh oh how I regret
I am not what I am
The walls have ears
The walls talk to me too.