Disillusioned (Umitagari)

Hiding
Staring
Connecting
Cherished
(Very restrained)
Realizing
Realizing

Only insufficient things keep increasing all the time
Slightly painful
Each time, it's pitiful and can't be excused
(Let's be more exaggerated)

It's no good to just patch it up
Stirring up endless impulses
Unaware of the sign of hell again
Without thinking about the real continuation

Perceiving
Uniting
Admiring
Infatuated

Until now
Weak and
I'm sorry
Sorry

Now, tightening my neck
With gentle memories
Just rising and sinking, as promised
(Wait. That's too scary)

Laughing together with you
Caring for the fairy-tale tomorrow
Exchanging pain with a cold stare
To prolong the real ending

No matter how long
Even if I keep looking ahead, I keep moving slowly
No matter how long
Pretending to be cool and kneading love and such

It's no good to just patch it up
Believing in suspicious lies
Thinking arrogantly and intruding
The skin of the neck that I want to keep connected

My head goes numb and heats up
I want to melt into your warmth
Just the right way back
I was happy with your kindness

I was happy

Creating
Playing
Memories
Blocking
Why
Was born
That's right