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I've changed, unfortunately I've changed
Life didn't spare me, it wore me down
Some days I fought, some days I loved
Only at my mom's house did I find peace

There's no trace of my old courage
It's gone from me
I'm not in the middle of the action, I'm on the outside
I'm just a spectator as lives pass by me
I honestly don't know how old I am

My nights are uncertain, my days too, the world has stopped
All my dreams play out in the same neighborhood
It's not the separation that hurts me
But the painful words hit me right at home
Yet this story isn't over, it's just half-finished

Just when I was about to give up, you showed up
I have a little hope now
I used to say love should be worth dying for
Unfortunately, love has changed a lot too.