Eso Es Lo Que Soy

I wake up late for lunch
Still can’t remember what time I got in
Haven’t showered in over two weeks now
Something smells bad, guess it’s me

My mom said if I keep this up
I gotta leave, find another place
My ex-girlfriend says if I keep this up
I should find someone who smells just as bad

Yesterday I talked to my dad, he called me late, he was drunk
Said it’s my fault he left home, that I’m worthless
Oh! It’s crazy feeling this way, wanting to spit in everyone’s face here

That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am
That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am

Nanana, nanana, nanana, na, na, na!
Nanana, nanana, nanana, na, na, na!

My neighbor says I’m doing fine
But I know she says that 'cause I
Always bring her something to smoke
And she’s thirty-three, she’s thirty-three

And I know she has a daughter like me
Who’s sixteen, who’s sixteen
She left a day after she found out
Masturbating in her room

I’m gonna go out
For a walk
I’m gonna look for
Someone to trust
I’m gonna find you

That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am
That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am

Right there, in front of me, a girl, she looks sad
Sitting on the stairs, you can tell she’s had too much to drink
We look at each other, we vomit

That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am
That’s all I am
That’s all I was
That’s what I’ll be, and
That’s what I am