Si buscabas

If you were looking for
A compliant body
that would release your moorings
that in your knots would undress
your most innocent animal.

If you were hoping
for a fire so burning
that would ignite your ashes
that would make you feel breeze
where there was no longer a source.

If you were yearning
for a heart of refuge
where to escape from so many people
who hurt you and loved you
to be happy one day.

If you were dreaming
of seeking freedom
through another person
who would free your doves
from the urge to fly
who would fight in your trench
to bring the spring
you found it.