Real

Many times I have thought about giving up
That continuing is pointless, it makes no sense
I have simply gotten tangled in all the reasons
I have built many barriers to be with you
And I don't want to sound fake when I talk to you
It's very hard for me to be your friend

Today I want to be Real, I have realized that
Without you I can't, I can't anymore
And it hurts my chest when I see you and want to talk
And sometimes I am ashamed of what I have done and what you might think

But I have no one else
Where will I go if only you, Lord, can forgive me
I know that many times I have asked you for another chance
But here I am, Lord, these are my words from the depths of my heart

I have simply gotten tangled in all the reasons
I have built many barriers to be with you
And I don't want to sound fake when I talk to you
It's very hard for me to be your friend

Today I want to be Real, I have realized that without you I can't, I can't anymore
And it hurts my chest when I see you and want to talk
And sometimes I am ashamed of what I have done and what you might think

But I have no one else
Where will I go if only you, Lord, can forgive me
I know that many times I have asked you for another chance
But here I am, Lord, these are my words from the depths of my heart