Ansiedad (remix) (part. Matisse)

I can't accept my feelings
And my thoughts, 'cause you're not here anymore
I'm going a little crazy
Caught between doubt, I think and think non-stop

Tears stream down my cheeks
My heart beats and beats with anxiety
The tingling all over my body
I hug my pillow, I start to cry

And I wonder why it wasn't me
Who left this world, my God
I, day by day, fight with all my strength
And my feelings against this terror

And I wonder why it wasn't me
Despair has taken over my heart
'Cause I miss you just like my mind
That thinks of you every day, and no

I just wish for a moment by your side
To ask for your forgiveness if I let you down
Here, in my room, it's dark
And there's a scent you left from your skin

I wish I could sleep to see you in my dreams
To hold you tight and never wake up
To keep seeing those beautiful eyes
That calm my soul and ease my anxiety

And I wonder why it wasn't me (why wasn't it me)
Despair has taken over my heart (because my heart misses you)
'Cause I miss you just like my mind
That thinks of you every day, and no

I just wish for a moment by your side
To ask for your forgiveness if I let you down
Here, in my room, it's dark
And there's a scent you left from your skin

I wish I could sleep to see you in my dreams
To hold you tight and never wake up (never wake up)
To keep seeing those beautiful eyes
That calm my soul and ease my anxiety
Na-ah-ah