RDQ - Psychedelic Version

I got tired
I tried to live in this crazy world
But I gave in
Why is it so hard?

Spending sleepless nights
With my cheap cigarette
Who's going to notice I'm gone?

I already don't talk about love
I already don't talk about anything
I leave marks on my arm
I don't know what to do anymore
With this painted-on happiness

I live on the edge of an outburst
My life is on mute
Who put me in this trap?

I tried to think of a rock song
To blow my heart up
But my chest almost explodes
With the trigger in my hand
I pull the grenade pin
Studded with my name
I see the world in Slow Motion
Am I high?

And how many times have I actually been loved?
Or am I misunderstanding everything?
It's midnight and I woke up scared
I looked to the side and didn't see anyone
There's no one by my side

And I'm afraid of heights
But I know I'll walk up
To the roof so I can scream alone
Tell me it's your fault
That it's the raw truth
And that guitar solos
Ain't gonna woo me

I don't even understand myself
But I don't want to feel sick
I put on my playlist of Raimundos and Capital Inicial
Queen started playing
But I want national rock
I want to break free
From this seasonal world

What am I feeling? (Don't feel it!)
I think I'm anxious (No kidding?!)
And if they ask me? (Confirm!)
I'm going to put on some rock
But today is still Thursday!

What I can do now, what I can do now?
What I can do now, what I can do now?
What can I do now?

I tried to think of a rock song
To blow my heart up
But my chest almost explodes
With the trigger in my hand
I pull the grenade pin
Studded with my name
I see the world in Slow Motion
Am I high?

Yeah, I think I'm just anxious
Do you have some Klonopin?