Estás

It's, inside of me,
in my words,
it's, in my coffee,
my crossword,
it's, embedded in me,
and here, it's not,
in my work,
the movies and my woman,
the twenty bucks,
my dose of pleasure,
it's in my sex,
and here, it's not.

And I spend every night,
smoking while you sleep,
and I feel you breathing,
and here, you're not,
when you arrived,
so disheveled,
I desired you,
I've betrayed you,
it's, where I am,
and here, it's not.

It's in my joy,
in my sadness,
it's in my energy,
in my poverty,
it's in my poetry,
and here, it's not.

And I spend every night,
smoking while you sleep,
and I feel you breathing,
and here, you're not,
the black cat,
and my pajamas,
it's in my suitcase,
it's in my bed,
it's, where I am,
and here, it's not.

It's in my joy,
in my sadness,
it's in my energy,
in my poverty,
it's in my poetry,
and here, it's not,
the black cat,
and my pajamas,
it's in my suitcase,
it's in my bed,
it's, where I am,
and here, it's not,
inside of me,
in my words,
it's in my coffee,
my crossword,
it's embedded in me,
and here, it's not.