El Músico

I've thought about it a lot and this will happen
Okay?
I'll keep chasing my goals
And because of that, it’ll take more and more of my time
And I won’t be able to spend that much time with you
And even if I do, I’ll only be thinking about the drums
I’ll think about jazz, my sheet music, and more
And because of all that, you’ll get mad
And you’ll tell me to chill with the drumming
To spend more time with you
Because you don’t feel important
And I won’t be able to do it

The melody drives me wild, my soul is leaving me
Forget the marriage and the house in Barcelona
Throw the ring away and order two martinis
'Cause if I think about commitment, I’ll run like a Lamborghini

Clear the dance floor, lighten the load
'Cause the sin I’m carrying is almost breaking my back
I draw my sword, fighting my demons
They only want me, she sees me as her boyfriend

I call the therapist: Hey, another episode (good?)
Where I have a hangover and a bit of love-hate
She calmly tells me to take two pills (two?)
To go for a walk, look at the sea along the shore

Baby, you don’t hear me, your gaze doesn’t shine
You think I’m boring and that my life is too simple
But none of that, I’m just chasing the bucks
That’s why when I kiss you, I feel like I’m trapped

Yao, it feels like an interrogation
And I can’t snitch even writing at my desk

Of course, I apologize for the nights I show up
Asking for answers to jealousy I don’t deserve
Better off quiet, waking up feeling the cool winter
Forgetting your face, mixing rum and soda

Baby, you don’t hear me or even see me
I’ve always been the same and that’s how I’ll die, remember
I became a memory, just a nobody
I liked you crazy, 'cause the strings tie me down

Baby, you don’t hear me or even see me
I’ve always been the same and that’s how I’ll die, remember
I became a memory, just a nobody
I liked you crazy, 'cause the strings tie me down

And now that I walk alone, there’s nothing left to lose
Just the kisses from yesterday and another liter to drink
You used to say I love you and now you can’t even see me
That love I smoked away and we stopped caring

I don’t know what we were missing, in which kiss we got lost
If we drank up the love, at night we didn’t measure
I wasn’t the ideal match, not classy at all
I left everything messed up, poor heart, I can’t forget it

But look, I see your face and I’ve become a nobody
You walk with a vibe that you don’t even remember me
I’ll let you go, I have a show and I feel like everyone’s watching
(I’ll keep writing to you and watching when I fall asleep)

Baby, you don’t hear me or even see me
I’ve always been the same and that’s how I’ll die, remember
I became a memory, just a nobody
I liked you crazy, 'cause the strings tie me down

Baby, you don’t hear me or even see me
I’ve always been the same and that’s how I’ll die, remember
I became a memory, just a nobody
I liked you crazy, 'cause the strings tie me down