Goodbye

I can't understand
What I'm supposed to do
If I should stay, knowing you could hurt me again
If I should risk you leaving me once more
How do you want me to stay if in the end you'll hurt me?
How do you want me to believe you if I don't know if you love me?
How do you want me to miss you after that ending?
How do I know if you changed and won't say goodbye again?

Why did I continue? I don't even know
Why did I love you if you weren't good for me?
Why did I look for you? I don't even know
Why did I miss you if you weren't good for me?
How do you want me to stay if in the end you'll hurt me?
How do you want me to believe you if I don't know if you love me?
How do you want me to miss you after that ending?
How do I know if you changed and won't say goodbye again?

I'm tired
Of thinking of you
I'm tired
Of crying for you
I'm tired
I'm a coward
I'm tired
Of missing you

How do you want me to stay if in the end you'll hurt me?
How do you want me to believe you if I don't know if you love me?
How do you want me to miss you after that ending?
How do I know if you changed and won't say goodbye again?