Taion

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight, cold wind
Unknown shadow, the footprint of abandonment
Freedom was taken

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling
A laughing voice sinks in my ear, it’s soiled
And violence rapes me

Understanding is impossible
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer

Please tell me it’s a terrible dream
How much should I scream, writhe, and suffer?
Please tell me it’s a terrible dream
I screamed with a voice that felt like it would break

There’s no hand to fix my disheveled hair
A laughing voice sinks in my ear, a faint warmth mixes in the midwinter

I silenced my voice, telling myself not to wither away
So I wouldn’t lose sight of living
I silenced my voice, the trembling night drowns in pain
Forgive my gasping breath

Please tell me it’s a terrible dream
How much should I scream, writhe, and suffer?
Please tell me it’s a terrible dream
I just want to laugh one last time