Platica Con Dios

Lying in bed, feeling like God doesn’t exist
I don’t get why there’s so much anger, you asked for it
Just let it go, enjoy your solitude more, that’s how life is lived
I turn with annoyance, asking: Why’d you do it this way?

I left it in your hands, I put it there, and you wanted it that way
Why is that? Just answer already
Is it for me or should I let it go?
I gave you so many signs, we had to talk
When someone doesn’t want you, you don’t have to force anything

And what does it matter? Enjoy more, it’s not that bad
Living with loneliness

No problem, Lord, I promise, I put it in your hands
You left me crying with a void I can’t fill
What will happen?
Where will it go?
Who will take care of what hurts it?

And why worry if it’s something you wanted to heal?
A life so heavy that you can’t fix
Take care of your family more, go see your mom
Broken from seeing you sad

I’m used to my tears and I can’t stop
Do you remember the nights when I used to bless myself?
Is it real? Was I wrong? Or maybe it was a joke?
The biggest sign of your life I could send you

The giant problem in your life has come to you
That you have to let go
To embrace something that never exists

And thinking about the moments we spent together
I look at the sky and sometimes I tend to remember them
I thought, girl, you weren’t the same
But I was wrong to think that

My question is, Lord: Why don’t you fix it?
If you see everything, why leave me alone?
That other person confuses me a lot
It’s proven to me that it’s never what they mention

There’s no need to point at someone who isn’t well
I promise that for the love you have for her, I’ll take care of her
And I’ll make sure she’s okay
I’ll remember everything you said

If I start over, tell me: How does it end?
In my room, it looks like she’s still walking
It’s wrong to say she’s not
We just need to take the medicine

Thinking about the moments we spent together
I look at the sky and sometimes I tend to remember them
I thought, girl, you weren’t the same
But I was wrong to think that

Come, I’ll hold you in my hands, I promise everything’s okay
Let go of all the bad and remember the good times
Pray and sleep, I’ll listen to you
Whenever you need me

And why worry if it’s something you wanted to heal?
A life so heavy that you can’t fix
Take care of your family more, go see your mom
Broken from seeing you sad
It’s your buddy Gael Blocked Crazy