Casa

Where are we going to end up?
If you look at me like I'm not doing anything for us
I'm spending little by little
I would like you to know more
Of what I think, but I feel that you are leaving because my heart is broken
And I'm breaking what I touch

I have a hard time seeing in pink
The years are passing me by
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel something else
Why doesn't the pain go away?
It doesn't cure my zaza
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel, please, something else

Make me feel something different
Anything but this
I'm trying to [?]
And I can't find the rest of me either
Because I think I gave it to you

I'm fucked up, always for you
I just wanna be your baby
But I think you don't know me
We don't think the same shit
Only talking, 'til you do you
If I let you

I don't wanna love but I don't wanna die like this
I don't wanna fall but I don't wanna love like this
I don't wan't this much if this is always going to be like this
I don't want apologies because they always end up like this

I have a hard time seeing in pink
The years are passing me by
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel something else
Why doesn't the pain go away?
It doesn't cure my zaza
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel, please, something else

I would give my soul for you, you ask for calm at high tide
Voices sound in my mind, come or go, please
Don't ask me to stay or go
Baby, I know you didn't want to call

Tell me if you loved me
My memories fade as the days go by
What would you do for me if I weren't here? Would you miss me?
That I would kill for you, but I would not die now

I have a hard time seeing in
I don't know where it is anymore
Why doesn't the pain go away?
It doesn't cure my zaza

I have a hard time seeing in pink
The years are passing me by
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel something else
Why doesn't the pain go away?
It doesn't cure my zaza
I don't know where home is anymore
I want to feel, please, something else

You know you're lucky
And even though sometimes I forget and it's late
You will always be my nightmare
Your baby to complain about