12 Pasos

First, you have to accept
and I must admit
that I was about to call
to see if you were there and hang up
but not today

and I have to admit
that I woke up thinking of you
that I was about to
pay you homage with shampoo
but not today

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
12 steps to not think about you
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
12 steps to not think about you

Then you have to erase
your marks from the elevator
that almost marked photos
with receipts of your love
but not today

and I have to accept
that this won't kill me
not to criticize, not to reject
not to curse either
not anymore

reached step 10
which is not to lock myself in here again
not to throw a tantrum or fight
not to talk about you afterwards
not anymore

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
12 steps to not think about you
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
12 steps to not think about you

If I made the mistake
let it not happen again
not to remember or ever
write songs for you
not anymore
not anymore
not anymore

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11
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