PREFIERO ESTAR SOLO
FERNANDOCOSTA (ES)
I'D RATHER BE ALONE
Hey bro, how you doing? It's been a while since I saw you
Have you ever written to me? I forgot to write you back
Call me whenever you want and I'll swing by to pick you up
Give your woman a kiss and your dad a big hug
Man, I was thinking about asking you for some luck
But I still have some things I need to return to you
I drank the holy water from the fountain
We prayed just in case and I ended up like always
I told her to go far away, but never come back
We had to start over too many times
And that's why I don't feel like it anymore
Sometimes life doesn't give you what you deserve
Never in bad company, I'd rather walk alone
When it seems like you're doing well, you can lose it all
In the darkest moments, tell me who lights your way
I'm the pirate sailing in search of treasure
The more kicks I take, the stronger I get up
It's been a while since it stopped being a game
I can't calm down whether I smoke or drink
You and I are enemies like water and fire
Those bastards are gonna fight me
Just to make it clear that I mean what I say
They switched sides, traitors like Figo
They're gonna regret even being born
I'd rather be alone
I fight with anxiety
'Cause nothing calms me down
And I distance myself from everything
My people don't let me down, we keep fighting
We're going for the gold
I learned to be okay
'Cause I’ve been through hell
That's why I don't cry anymore
And now I value myself
I'd rather be alone
I fight with anxiety
'Cause nothing calms me down
And I distance myself from everything
My people don't let me down, we keep fighting
We're going for the gold
I learned to be okay
'Cause I’ve been through hell
That's why I don't cry anymore
And now I value myself
You gotta learn to value yourself when you hit rock bottom
Also to live with your own disorder
The demons are calling me but I don't answer
Problems invade me but I never hide
I'm tired of people that's why I live in my solitude
Writing alone in my bubble, away from society
I prefer my reflection over a fake friendship
The fakes left, now I know who the real ones are
Raise crows and they'll peck your eyes out
I have thousands of memories but they're all broken
The people I cared about most have slowly left
That's why I have a sad face and I don't smile for the photo
Fighting with life until the doors open
Watch who you hang with, there's a lot of shit out there
Life doesn't forgive, death sleeps nearby
A brother doesn't betray for money or drugs
I'd rather be alone
I fight with anxiety
'Cause nothing calms me down
And I distance myself from everything
My people don't let me down, we keep fighting
We're going for the gold
I learned to be okay
'Cause I’ve been through hell
That's why I don't cry anymore
And now I value myself
I'd rather be alone
I fight with anxiety
'Cause nothing calms me down
And I distance myself from everything
My people don't let me down, we keep fighting
We're going for the gold
I learned to be okay
'Cause I’ve been through hell
That's why I don't cry anymore
And now I value myself