Despreocupado

So many times I've asked to see
So many nights I've dreamed of you
Between so many love I gave out
I've only searched for you

And then you appeared to me
In the books that I read
In the boy that smiled to me
And reached out for me
Asking for me to play with him
And run away without the fear to fall down
So carefree I have become

Even when I hated you
Deep inside I just wanted to get
Your arms, hugs that you've given to me
While I was rejecting you