Disillusion

I was dreaming
In the shadow of that day
A scream that doesn't reach

My future self
No matter how I draw it
Soaked in an unvanishing wish

With those hands that grasp
The scattered fragments
Holding a trembling heart
Leap into the night

Even if I sacrifice someone
It's not something I seek
So the true self is here
Don't close your eyes

Enveloped in the wind, a worn-out garakuta
A nostalgic smile
If it's my future self
No matter what I pray for
The fading answer blurs

With a body that feels frozen
And a single thought
Before it vanishes
Cross over and go beyond the night

Even if I sacrifice someone
It's not something I seek
So the true self is here
Don't close your eyes

Living for someone else
Isn't it all right for this moment to be everything?
Gently discard the fake self
Just be as you are