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I'm a lynx, I have an eye... always getting into trouble.
Powerful, and I'm a mess,
when I walk it creaks.
I'm a junkie, I'm a tough guy, a dealer, a criminal...
I'm a lover of alcohol.
I'm the best at being obedient, tell me to -destroy-, and God shivers,
tell me to bark and I say woof!
I don't understand constructions,
I can't find what to demolish,
it's the same to me man or woman.
I'm very smart, a bit autistic,
I don't listen - shut up, smart one! -,
and I act like I understood.
If I lock myself up, come see me; a face to face...
I fell prisoner inside me, inside, deep inside me.
If I escape, come find me any day
where there's still a flower..., where there's no police.