Underdog

In the space between truth and illusion, three thousand years
What you see in your eyes, is it really true?
Infected by the negativity of others,
Being lazy is no problem at all.

It’s always been about the shine and the facade,
At first, it was pure and clear as day.
Now I’m just wondering what it is that fills me up,
I’ve given up on this world, laughing it off.

If I could meet you again,
I heard a voice calling out.
Even if it’s not in a past life,
Just let me hear and see the now.

I used to hate the trivial things,
I’ll live alone, goodbye.
Chasing the night like a fool,
I suddenly realize, nothing ever fills me up.

It’s harder than anything else,
Squeezing out a voice that can’t reach,
Just scream for me,
It’s okay to be a loser.

I can’t get over it,
My core is rotting away,
I can’t even reach my own feet,
Just remember.

Again, it’s a prophetic dream,
Well, well,
It’s pathetic,
Your words tasted like caramel.

Don’t softly fade away,
Don’t let expectations rise too high,
No matter what, it’s boring,
There’s no place left for me.

My sunken face was swollen,
Like an ugly heart,
Reaching out back then, I was so clumsy.

If I could meet you again,
I want to apologize, I can’t go back anymore,
Just let me hear and see the now.

I used to hate the trivial things,
I’ll live alone, goodbye.
Chasing the night like a fool,
When I looked up, it was a beautiful world.

The time I spent crying became my strength,
Singing about the lowest, dumbest love,
It’s unstable and painful,
But today, I can love it all.

So remember this,
Even if you forget, remember it again,
I’m living for that.