Kaikai Kitan

In the chaos, we become
A facade of strength, like a monster, oh it’s like a spirit
With an open heart, life breathes within
And then it’s just a hollow shell, a person with no substance

Expectations weigh heavy in this unfair life
No talent to speak of, just a grand illusion
Equal in resentment and indifference
Chasing memories, I find no place for myself

Stop crying in the gap of dreams
I know what kind of face to put on
But still, just answer me

Exorcise the darkness, exorcise the darkness
When the night falls, that’s the signal
Facing off in this circular battle
Spit out the nonsense and let it go

Don’t stop yet, don’t stop yet
I want to be sharper than anyone else, born in this city
For now, I’m just creating my cursed, cursed future

Running and falling
Carrying pain that won’t fade away
The world is waiting
For this very moment

Ah, lyrical emotions are glitching
The punishment for following blindly, a flaw
With no choice but to protect this love, it’s fleeting
Unable to even make a sound

Ah, a puppet with no vows, a night of a hundred demons
Ah, even to the end of this string of beads
Rebirth in paradise, kicking reality aside
Don’t throw your life away

Drowning in my own fragility
I don’t know what kind of face to make
For now, just answer me

Unraveling the constants, unraveling the constants
Weaving uncertain voices, ah, ideas
Counteracting and spinning emotional lines
Now, a hand rises ahead

Just keep chasing, just keep chasing
I wish to be stronger than anyone else
Even your fate, for now, is just
Deeply, deeply sinking into the dark night

Did I look awkward to you?
This is who I am now
Just a corpse that can’t become anything, laugh at me

I’ve even stopped running away from everything in front of me
Repeating the image, go beyond the imagination

Exorcise the darkness, exorcise the darkness
When the night falls, that’s the signal
Facing off in this circular battle
Spit out the nonsense and let it go

Don’t stop yet, don’t stop yet
I want to be sharper than anyone else, born in this city
For now, I’m just creating my cursed, cursed future

Running and falling
Carrying pain that won’t fade away
The world is waiting
For this very moment