Insomnia

Digging deep, digging deep, this confusing urge
Worn out, worn out, unpredictable answers
I can't even tell what day it is
Living through today hurts, huh
These days, I’m just laughing it off
Even if I try to express it, we never connect
Even if I speak out, huh, about right and wrong
If it can only be measured by my own view
No matter if they call it unfair, it’s a place where I can be myself
Don’t get it twisted, don’t lose sight of your heart

I want to know you, crossing the line where good and evil don’t exist
At this rate, it’ll stay empty, in this city that leaves me unfulfilled

A last-ditch effort, yeah, it’s the final move on the board
Grinding my teeth, just struggling through this night I can’t go back to
Let’s break through together, yeah, holding onto what’s hidden in my heart
I hope we can meet in a world that’s right
Always, that joking voice gets stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it’s not over yet
A big twist is coming

It can’t be helped, I know it’s a joke
I’ve thrown away my dreams and I’m feeling lost
In front of a dull future, I know it all too well
The truth is, my core is rotten, wishing for misfortune

I don’t even know myself
An aimless, bizarre fate
Words that hit me, possessed and stuck
Burned into my mind

Climbing up from the depths of despair
Or maybe still praying to offer a flower of hope for the future
I was still connected, dreaming of it
I may not be in this new world
But always, that joking voice gets stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it’s not over yet
A big twist is coming

Crying in the lonely dark
Still, I have no regrets about my feelings
Shining like a jewel, a light that can’t be taken away

A last-ditch effort, yeah, it’s the final move on the board
Grinding my teeth, just struggling through this night I can’t go back to
Let’s break through together, yeah, holding onto what’s hidden in my heart
I hope we can meet in a world that’s right
Always, that joking voice gets stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it’s not over yet
A big twist is coming