Stalingrado

You took a picture of me that I hated, but it was on my phone so it’s fine
I don’t have any more from that time

Nothing bad happened
I miss you so much
I don’t have any good metaphors for it
Just need to go back to my days of not knowing you

I’m not mad
I swear
I’m just hurt
You never told me why

I’ve loved you more than I knew you
I almost told you
Why would I? How could I?
Just need to know if it was real
But you’re gone now
I kept repeating myself, you know you’re better than this, I know I’m better than this, I wish you were better than this

Nothing bad happened
I miss you so much
I don’t have any good metaphors for it
Just need to go back to my days of not knowing you

I’m not mad
I swear
I’m just hurt
You never told me why

I’m not mad
I swear
I’m just hurt
You never told me why