Sonar

I turn, unintentionally I say goodbye
It hurts because it wasn't a choice
I don't even know if I'm still alive
They think I belong to them

And the air here feels different
The air is different here
It feels different
The air here doesn't feel the same anymore, hey

I'm drowning and I don't mean in water
Experiencing missing for the first time
Speak to me more clearly, I can't decipher your words
You don't want to see it

I want to make sure I exist
But I don't know how in this sea
I don't even know if I'm still alive
The vertigo I feel when I think

That the air here feels different
The air is different here
It feels different
The air here doesn't feel the same anymore, hey

I'm drowning and I don't mean in water
Experiencing missing for the first time
Speak to me more clearly, I can't decipher your words
You don't want to see it