Indecisión o No

Today I don't feel like going out,
I'd rather stay in this room
Narrow and with a gray ceiling,
Let's see if I can focus just on myself.

I saw myself in the rearview mirror
With that fake face
Of not sure if yes or no
My indecision is close by.

And pray that good luck
Doesn't decide to leave me
Not forgetting that I've had a blast
And no one can stop me.

I know it's very hard for me
To stop the beating of my heart
To follow the rhythm you dance to
To get inside a shell.

I don't feel like sleeping
I don't feel like dreaming I'm me
Today I feel like writing
Inspiration is close by.

I just want to be a patient human
Who's okay with being free
And swim upstream
Even though sometimes it's not possible.

And pray that good luck
Doesn't decide to leave me
Not forgetting that I've had a blast
And no one can stop me.